I have kind of a weird problem and I was wondering if you
have any suggestions. As a preliminary, I have bipolar disorder.
About a year ago, I was having problems with stress and
anxiousness as I was dealing with a stalker and having to go to court. I
started getting uncontrollable itching on my legs and upper arms. I put on
all kinds of lotion (including for sensitive skin) but nothing helped. I
chalked it up to a psychological thing because of everything I was going
through.
I started having the itching again right before I came to
college, and again in the past few weeks. But now I view is as kind of a
self-punishment thing. Without even thinking about it, I start listing off
the bad things in my life and the things I hate about myself while I'm
scratching my legs. I've never broken the skin, but I've turned pretty red.
After I'm done I usually put lotion on and forget the whole thing, but its
gotten to the point where I start my day with scratching myself.
So I suppose my ultimate question is this: I want to get
over this, but don't know where to start. Should I go to the counseling
center or does this merit more serious attention, such as a psychiatrist,
and what charges would I incur in that event? Thanks.